Even many celebrities, who had (have) far more than I ever did are also looking for that sense of deeper meaning that money and fame don't fulfill. I found what satisfied my soul. Jesus Christ changed my life. I have made many missteps and mistakes since, but have found God's love doesn't depend on me being perfect. If you are interested how, visit my blog linked below and read some of the 200 thousand plus words I have written to date about faith, science, pain, suffering and deep joy.